un rêve bizarre

Yesterday I had a dream très bizarre~

My dear grandma was in it. I was home and so happy to see my grandma again (note: she passed away 15 years ago). Then I asked her, "hey, you gotta come to visit me in New York sometime. I miss you so much.." and the works.. She turned it down, with no reason.. I woke up perpexled and giddy... Considering I was her gold grand-daughter... She never ever ever refused anything I asked for in her whole entire life! It made me start thinking, "What did I do wrong now?" Then I started counting all the sins that I did since she was gone.. There were wa~~~y too many!! (;_;)